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This is literally the only place I can post this. My mom reads my blog and my brother reads my facebook. 

I'm losing my brother, at least I feel like I'm losing him. No, he's not dying, or moving away or anything like that. He's dating a girl. I want to be happy for him, but I can't. Because he's shut me out...something he promised to never do. Maybe I was an idiot to think that he would be all inclusive of his life like I've been with him. We've always been close so to suddenly be shoved to the outside of his life is a shock and is far painful than I ever, ever wanted to think about. I miss him...and I'm worried about him. If he gets this girl pregnant...all his plans and dreams will stop mid motion. Because he's an honorable guy. He'll take care of his child and the girl because that's what honorable guys do. I'm just so worried...and I miss him... That's all I really wanted to say. 

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This is literally the only place I can post this. My mom reads my blog and my brother reads my facebook. 

I'm losing my brother, at least I feel like I'm losing him. No, he's not dying, or moving away or anything like that. He's dating a girl. I want to be happy for him, but I can't. Because he's shut me out...something he promised to never do. Maybe I was an idiot to think that he would be all inclusive of his life like I've been with him. We've always been close so to suddenly be shoved to the outside of his life is a shock and is far painful than I ever, ever wanted to think about. I miss him...and I'm worried about him. If he gets this girl pregnant...all his plans and dreams will stop mid motion. Because he's an honorable guy. He'll take care of his child and the girl because that's what honorable guys do. I'm just so worried...and I miss him... That's all I really wanted to say. 

AAAAHHH (UPDATE)

Thu Oct 30, 2014, 8:37 AM


I GOT THE JOB!!! Yay!!! 

Job interview today!!! In TWO hours in fact... *cries a little* only got about an hour and half of sleep. "I do nae like bein' nervous ye ken?" (xD sorry for the bit of Scottish-ishness I've been writing a Scots character lately) 

*runs around freaking out as she gets ready* 

Thankfully...It will only be a temp job as I go back to school in January...so only two months. I can do two months. And it can't be as bad as wal-mart...right? ...Right? lol j

Ta for now!

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Tue Sep 30, 2014, 9:32 AM


Update!: Bahahaha Finished!!!! No notifications or deviations or journals...or comments. All gone through and everything! I'm on a roll today.  I forgot what it was like to get enough sleep. :XD: 

I have like...a million notifications to go through, comment on or respond to.  *overwhelmed* 

There is a lot going on in my life, but then again...not a lot. (yay for contradictions) 

I really don't know how many people actually care...And at this point I'm too tired to care about who does and doesn't care. 

August 31st: I entered the world of smartphones (finally)!!!! So I have a phone that DOES things. It's awesome, I love it. I feel more connected, but less tied to my laptop, which is nice. 

This also means I now have an instagram! :D  So...you all can follow me (if you'd like) To see a lot of yarny stuff and random stuff from my life. :D  My <Instagram!>

I also have snapchat, which is pretty cool...except I don't have a lot of people to snap with xD I keep trying to recruit all my interweb friends. hehe  I don't do a lot of selfies... (though more than I did without a nice camera phone) I take random photos of my dogs and stuff a lot. So I won't leave my name here. cause...I'm pretty sure (almost anyway) No one here would wish to be bored with that stuff...but if I'm wrong...note me. :) 

September 1st: My dad left. He's living in Odessa Tx, over a thousand miles away for a job that's going to last at least 4 years maybe longer. He didn't leave us like you may think, I should clarify. He left FOR us.  Because of his sacrifice I'll be returning to school in January. Which is great...but also makes me sad. We won't be seeing him again until Christmas, and then not for another six months after that.  So...I've not done a lot in the past month because of this reason. 

So...we will see how October goes...yes? :) 

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One of 630 photo's take :XD: I may have been a bit eager to take photo. :D 
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